We’ve come camping for a week and it’s started off the start of the hottest week in the UK.
So I’m currently sitting on such a beautiful, calm beach watching my husband and children having fun with their grandparents in the crystal clear water makes me so happy. But at the same time sad. I don’t feel comfortable enough to put on the swimming costume and go in with them. So on the hottest day in this country (possibly since records began) 33° right now I’m wearing my baggy t shirt and shorts sitting on the beach. I also left my sunglasses in the car but felt unworthy of the trip back to get them even though my husband offered. So I will sit feeling sorry for myself and guilty for being the size I am watching the fun.
I know size shouldn’t define me but to me I made myself this size I should feel ashamed of myself.
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